November 28, 2012 – Wow, that sure was an awesome way to start off the World Cup season!!! Not that I expect every weekend to be as wildly exciting with multiple historical US podium results, but geez that was cool. Our Women’s 4x5km relay placed 3rd, which was the first time ever in US History that we’ve had a podium relay finish! Here are two YouTube videos of the race:
http://youtu.be/aG8V001cMR4
I first want to say a big THANK YOU! to everyone for all the kind words, emails, tweets and more that have come flooding in, and a thanks to all those who have been supporting us US Women every step of the way. It sucks that the podium isn’t big enough to put everyone involved onto it, because there’s a whole lot more than four racers that made the day happen. The ENTIRE team includes the teammates cheering, coaches, wax techs, and friends and family and fans back home. So thanks to everyone!
Here’s the race story from the day!
I was super nervous beforehand because with the results from the previous day, it was clear that the team was in shape and ready to rock, and there are only 3 relays this year, so this was our only shot for a while at making our goal of having a team on the podium.
Then, as I was warming up, I saw the racers go by and turned to Matt, a full-blown panic attack seconds away. I’d just seen Liz in second and was like “OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!” I was hyperventilating. Even though I was trying to convince myself that this was going to be just another 5km skate race, I couldn’t ignore the fact that our team was higher up than we’d ever been and the extremely hard work of my teammates was about to be put into my hands.
In the tag zone, I looked over at Marit and said “No big deal… no pressure… aaaaaagh!” and she gave me a little smile that basically said “Good luck, sweetheart”.
So when Liz tagged me, I might have gone out a little hot. And by might have, I mean that I definitely did. I had so much adrenaline pumping that I didn’t feel anything till the top of the first hill, and then it hit me. I just kept trying to stay within sight of Marit, and I was so focused on keeping every second I could that I wasn’t even aware of team Sweden, Finland and Norway 2 coming in hot behind me.
When Kalla (Sweden) passed me, I tried to hang on but was going full throttle and didn’t want to hit the wall completely halfway through the race, so I had to let her go, which was tough. But when Kristoffersen (Norway 2) passed me, I did hang on, just barely, because I knew I usually have good kick at the end of a race and there was maybe a chance.
Liz and Ida and the rest of the team were screaming from the side of the course, but two things stood out to me. Ida was sprinting alongside me yelling like I’d never heard her yell before, and Liz frantically screamed “C’mon Jess, you have to believe you CAN DO THIS! BELIEVE IT!!!”
So when we got within .5km of the finish, I had this flashback to the last relay I raced, in Nove Mesto, where I waited too long to start sprinting and Kalla beat me to the line. I didn’t want to make the same mistake, and decided to make a move before the s-turn to the stadium, sliding ahead of Kristoffersen right before the first corner.
We rounded the stadium corner and started sprinting down the home stretch, and I saw Kristoffersen’s skis come into view, but the only thing I could think was No. Not. Happening. I can’t screw this up now! I think in those final hundred meters I dug deeper than I have in a long, long time.
I crossed the line only .5 seconds ahead, and made this half-yelling-half-screaming-mostely-I’m-in-so-much-pain-right-now noise, and collapsed. The next 2 minutes I was in a haze but I felt my teammates piled on top of me, and then it sunk in and we all realized what had just happened.
There were cameras going off everywhere, but we were huddled in this little circle, crying and laughing and going through this wild flood of emotions (and probably endorphins too, I’ll admit)!
The feeling we all got, standing on the podium having reached a major goal that we all set down on paper earlier this year, was incredible. For me at least, it makes me want to train hard and work even harder to keep these kinds of feelings coming – there’s two more steps on that podium to climb, after all!
I thought it was so cool that all these athletes from other teams were coming up to us and congratulating us on the day – they were psyched for us! Every one of them remembers what it felt like their first time on the podium so they knew what we were going through when we were all huddled together crying 🙂
That night I had such a hard time getting to sleep (gee, I wonder why?) I just kept replaying that final sprint in my mind and hearing Liz and Ida scream “BELIEVE!”. I think I’m going to be hearing that for a while.




![USA women win relay bronze [P] Salomon](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/USA-women-win-relay-bronze-P-Salomon.jpg)
![A super day for Jessie Diggins (USA) [P] Nordic Focus](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Diggins-Moscow-NordicFocus.jpg)
![Kikkan Randall (USA) a little flat in Moscow. [P] Nordic Focus](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Randall-Moscow-NordicFocus.jpg)
![Jessie Diggins (USA) [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Diggins-Moscow-NordicFocus.jpg)
![Kikkan Randall (USA) [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Randall-Moscow-NordicFocus.jpg)

![(l-r) Korosteleva 2nd, Kowalczyk 1st and Dotsenko 3rd [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Podium020212ah010.2.jpg)
![Natalia Korosteleva (RUS) [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Korosteleva020212ah003.2.jpg)
![Justyna Kowalczyk (POL) [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Kowalczyk020212ah005.2.jpg)
![(l-r) Kowalczyk (POL) Sargent (USA) and Gaiazova (CAN) [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Group020212ah021.2.jpg)
![Ida Sargent (USA) [P] Nordic Focus](https://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/SargentGroup020212ah023.2.jpg)
![The leaders during the 30k - Jessie Diggins sits in 4th. [P] John Estle](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/04-Leaders_Four.21.jpg)
![Jessie Diggins [P] Dave Wheelock](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Diggins_MG_9638.2-298x395.jpg)
![The original relay trio; me, Lynn and Libby (I'm pleased to say none of us look as dorky anymore) [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Original-trio.jpg)
![Elizabeth, Libby and Me. [P] Skinnyski](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Team.jpg)
![The mass start of the relay (Libby is on the right). Notice the hometown crowd! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Mass-start.jpg)
![My teammates were waiting for me just across the finish line! [P] Skinnyski](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Team-hug.jpg)
![My cousin Tony, Grandpa (Pepe), cousin Cal and my Mom. [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Family.jpg)
![Getting a hug from my Pepe! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/Pepe-hug.jpg)
![J2 girls relay podium (l-r) New England 1, Alaska, New England 2. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/J2G-Podium-20110312-179-JO2011-ClRelay.jpg)
![J2 boys relay - Midwest Team wins. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/J2B-Midwest-win-20110312-025-JO2011-ClRelay.jpg)
![J1 boys relay podium (l-r): Midwest, Intermountain, Alaska. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/J1B-Podium-20110312-273-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![J1 boys relay - the winning Intermountain team tags off. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/J1B-Intermountain-win-team20110312-219-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![The group during the J2 girls relay. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/J2G-Group-20110312-068-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![J2 girls relay - Team Alaska wins. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/J2G-Alaska-win-team-20110312-156-JO2011-ClRelay-200x300.jpg)

![OJ boys relay podium (l-r): New England 2, New England 1, Alaska [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/OJB-Podium-20110312-282-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![OJ boys relay - a close finish. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/OJB-Finish-20110312-246-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![OJ boys relay - the group together. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/OJB-Group-20110312-186-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![OJ girls relay - the group. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/OJG-Group-20110312-294-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![OJ boys relay - The New England team on the way to victory. [P] davidjowen.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/OJB-New-England-win-team20110312-231-JO2011-ClRelay-200x133.jpg)
![Marit Bjoergen (NOR) [P] Stian Broch](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Bjoergen-143.2-200x193.jpg)
![Marit Bjoergen and Therese Johaug (NOR) embrace after their double medal performance. [P] Stian Broch](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Bjoergen-Johaug-116.2.jpg)
![Liz Stephen - a solid day in Oslo. [P] Ian Harvey/Toko file photo](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Stephen-IMG_6652.jpg)
![Justyna Kowalczyk (POL) [P] Stian Broch](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Kowalczyk-137.2.jpg)
![Marit Bjoergen and Therese Johaug (NOR) [P] Stian Broch](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Bjoergen-Johaug-157.2.jpg)
![Therese Johaug (NOR) [P] Stian Broch](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Johaug-224.2-200x182.jpg)
![Tad and I surrounded by AMERICAN PRIDE! [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/flag-kids-475x356.jpg)
![The stage where they set up a huge screen and made opening speeches. [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/stage-475x356.jpg)
![Sadie, Lars and me in front of the castle. [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/silly-475x356.jpg)
![100% EXCITED! These kids were sweet. [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/excitement-475x356.jpg)
![There were lots of intricate ice and snow sculptures on the streets. [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/sculpture-475x356.jpg)
![The two lines of countries filed in to where the crowds were on the main street. [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/kida-475x356.jpg)
![Part of the crowd as we marched down the street. [P] Holly Brooks](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/march-475x356.jpg)
![Jessica Diggins [P] Ian Harvey/Toko](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Diggins-33_0.33-200x153.jpg)

![Torin Koos (USA) [P] flyingpointroad.com](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Koos_SMF5288-200x283.jpg)
![Ida Sargent (USA) [P] Nordic Focus](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/Sargent281110mf215.2-200x157.jpg)

![There was a LOT of cheering going on today! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/0101.2-288x444.jpg)
![Erik Bjornsen anchoring the men's relay; Dan yelling on the side! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/0061.2.jpg)
![Early on in the classic portion of the mens 30km. [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/019.2.jpg)
![Bender and Becca starting the skate portion of the women's 15km pursuit. [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/0141.2-200x135.jpg)
![Tad's in the green hat on the left! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/0211.2-200x121.jpg)
![Go Stars and Stripes... [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/027.2-200x125.jpg)
![Women's 10k Pursuit Podium (l-r): Martine Ek Hagen (NOR), Heidi Weng (NOR), Helene Jakob (GER) [P] Joosep Martinson, Õhtuleht](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/podium-200x137.jpg)
![Lars Flora (APU) atop the men's podium. [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Flora-DSCN0273.2-200x169.jpg)
![Morgan Smyth (APU) took silver in the women's race. [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Smyth-876W6619-199x258.jpg)
![James Southam (APU) placed second in the men's race. [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Southam876W6831-200x284.jpg)
![Men's 15km CL podium (l-r): James Southam (APU), Lars Flora (APU), Dave Norris (UAF) [P] Peter Graves](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/M-Pod-DSCN0271.2-200x144.jpg)
![Dave Norris (UAF) won bronze. [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Norrias-876W6807-200x265.jpg)
![Noah Hoffman (USST / AVSC) [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Hoffman2-200x300.jpg)
![Lars Flora (APU) on his way to victory. [P] Peter Graves](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Flora-4.2-200x280.jpg)
![Jessica Diggins (CXC) placed 4th. [P] Ian Harvey/Toko](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Diggins197-200x286.jpg)
![Chris Cook (STEINBOCK RACING) finished 5th. [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Cook-876W6829-200x275.jpg)
![Chris Cook (STEINBOCK RACING) [P] Ian Harvey/Toko](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Cook-194-200x155.jpg)
![Morgan Arritola (USST / SVSEF) won bronze. [P] Kris Dobie](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Arritola-876W6713-200x300.jpg)
![Overall women's winner Jessica Diggins (USA) in the Pursuit [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/DigginsRossland-Noram-Pursuit_JulienLocke-83-199x260.jpg)
![Holly Brooks (USA) leads Sadie Bjornson (USA) in the Pursuit. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/Bjorn-BrooksRossland-Noram-Pursuit_JulienLocke-72-200x183.jpg)
![Perianne Jones (CAN) in the women's Pursuit. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/JonesRossland-Noram-Pursuit_JulienLocke-87-200x274.jpg)
![Sadie Bjornsen (USA) [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/BjornsenRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-3-200x219.jpg)
![George Grey (CAN) chased by Graham Nishikawa (CAN) in the men's sprint. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/GreyRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-97-200x161.jpg)
![Drew Goldsack (CAN) in the men's sprint. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/GoldsackRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-60-200x234.jpg)
![Start of the men's Stage 1 sprint in Rossland [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/Men-startRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-125-200x133.jpg)
![Holly Brooks (USA) in the women's sprint. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/BrooksRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-88-200x189.jpg)
![Holly Brooks (USA). 1st in the women's Pursuit. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/BrooksRossland-Noram-Pursuit_JulienLocke-3-200x298.jpg)
![Stefan Kuhn (CAN) on the way to winning the men's sprint. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/KuhnRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-23-200x176.jpg)
![Perianne Jones (CAN) took second in the women's sprint. [P] Julien Locke](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/JonesRossland-Noram_JulienLocke-82-200x194.jpg)
![Stef Kuhn leading Mike Sinnott and Jess Cockney out of the stadium. [P] Jesse Winter](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/KuhnIMG_4470-4.2.jpg)
![Jessica Diggins on the final climb. [P] Jesse Winter](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/DigginsIMG_4297-2.2.jpg)
![Holly Brooks leading Sadie Bjornsen out of the stadium. [P] Jesse Winter](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/BrooksIMG_4198-1.2.jpg)
![Drew Goldsack leading George Grey and Lars Flora out of the stadium. [P] Jesse Winter](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/GoldsackIMG_4455-3.2.jpg)
![The final turn going into the stadium. [P] Sadie Bjornsen](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/stadium-413x500-200x242.jpg)
![Sadie and me. [P] Sadie Bjornsen](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/P1030691-475x356.jpg)
![Downtown Beitostolen. There are a lot of sports stores here! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/008-475x385-200x162.jpg)
![Some of the alpine runs in Beito. [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/005-475x237-200x99.jpg)
![It's a beautiful view off the back deck! [P] Jessie Diggins](http://skitrax.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/0131-475x314-200x132.jpg)